“Pain is inevitable. Suffering is optional.”

What I would generally wear in the fall weather.
It's so plain omfg OTL
I hope you guys like it anyway ;3;

The thought of you hurts. The fact that I am merely a small light compared to you who is a magnificent glowing star hurts. The fact that you cannot even acknowledge my small existence hurts. The fact that I am one of the people who fade into the background hurts. Will you ever see me? Will you ever have the sudden desire to see my face or hear my voice? As your innocence hides reality, I wonder if you hurt as much as I do. Do you ever think of someone like me? Do you ever think of someone who could be plain in every possible way? Do you ever think of someone who could constantly be in pain? Have you ever had the desire to just hold someone like that? To merely be in her embrace? To simply kiss her lovingly on her pale lips? Most likely not. You go on in life shining brightly with your dazzling eyes and innocent smile heading towards your dream. While I, someone who is merely a small light, can only watch you heading towards your dream from a distance. So as I watch you with tired eyes, as I listen to your voice with quivering lips, as I caress your pale face with trembling hands, and walk away with weak knees, I wish you the best in life as I will forever fade into the darkness...
 

 

 
Long descriptions and essays are like my orgasms guys LOLOLOLOLOL.

You guys seemed to like the first one so I made a second one :3

This is what I would wear on like a daily basis depending on the weather and stuff. I dress in pretty dark colors with some neutrals thrown in. In reality, I dress like a guy cuz I have lots of scars from hiking and sports so I;m pretty insecure about it. But, whatever. ENJOY!

- Omg, who wouldn't want to have a surprise from this giant adorable baby LOL.
- I'm such a fattie, omg. I just love fruit cake, hehe.
- I like the color of these balloons. They're like a pastel/baby pink.
- No where fancy. Just at home in the living room. Hehe.
- Once again, I am a FATTIEEEEE LOL.
- I really want this jacket, it looks so cool BLBLBL.
- I seriously need a new phone. My screen is all cracked and it's just so old T_T
- Shoes. I have one pair of shoes, guys OTL. I refuse to get a new pair of shoes because I don't want my family to spend money on something like that but these shoes are just so gorgeoussss.
- Headphones. I'm obsessed with music. It's almost an unhealthy obsession. I get yelled at for listening to music to much but whatever. People keep jacking my earphones or breaking my headphones. They better stay away from these T_T

I wrote a super long description and I accidentally pressed the escape button *SOBS AND FLAILS ARMS*
 
Let's just do a summary of what I wrote:
-I LOOOOOOOOVE the theme of these photos
-I wanted to make an outfit that would fit the concept
-I've been loving exo m's themes for their pictures.
-I haven't been making as many sets because of my crazy ass classes.
-I'm trying to make more sets despite my busy as fuck schedule.
-I hope you enjoy this set!

I was tagged by @n3mopsyco in her set:
http://www.polyvore.com/junhyung_oppa/set?id=57975947
1. Do you like noodles?
Of course :)

2.Do you enjoy drama?
It depends if I'm involved in it, hehe. Unless it's a korean drama. YESSSSSSSSSS.

3. Are you a girly girl?
Ehh, not really. I do like specific girly fashions though :3

4. Small or large purses?
... Depends on what the outfit it :3

5. Are you short?
HAHAHAHAHA no T_T
 
6. Do you like somebody?
Nope :P

7. Do you care if your socks are dirty?
Yeah.

8. Do you like Halloween?
It's okay. I don't do anything on Halloween though.

9. Favorite time of the year?
Fall/Winter :3

10. Where is the weirdest place you've slept?
On.. the ground? xD

11. Is there any type of rumor going around about you?
Nope. I don't do scandalous stuff LOOL.

12. Do you call anybody by their last name?
Nope. First names and nicknames only.

13. How many guys will read this just because it says-Girl Confessions?
Most likely none LOL.

14 Do you prefere light or dark haired guys?
Both~

15. Are you currently frustrated with a guy?
If you mean sexually frustrated then yes. FREAKING ZELO, JUNHYUNG, SEN MITSUJI, LEE SOO HYUK, CHUNJI, TAEMIN, ZICO, TAO, CHANYEOL AND EVERY SINGLE GUY IN THE KPOP INDUSTRY *TABLE FLIP*

01. Eyeliner or Mascara? Eyeliner
02. Pink or Black? ... Both
03. Pumps or flats? Flats. I'm really tall so I don't need flats unless I have a date who's like 6'0-6'5 LOL.
04. Skirts or pants? Pants.
05. Socks or leggings? Bothhh
06. Hoodies or jackets? Both
07. Heels or sneakers? Sneakers
08. Straight or curly hair? Straaaaight
09. Smoothies or lattes? Lattes
10. Mall or The Movies? ....Mall. Has a movie theater LOOOL.
13. Pearls or diamonds? Diamonds.
14. Selena Gomez or Demi Lovato? Demi Lovato.
 

I tag:
@bunnie01
@dragongirl142
@hellounicorn
@nicole-chan-carmen
@megan-urie-loves-brendon

-I hope you guys don't think I'm like goth or something LOOOL.
-My dream house would be something close to this. I don't fancy exquisite and elaborate places but this place looks pretty good.
-My dream man would be Yongguk. Okay, it's either him, kris, tao, or chanyeol. I chose yongguk cuz yongguk needs some love LOL. Plus, he has the type of personality that I adore. Sensitive yet a leader. Funny yet can be serious.
-My sister looks like Michelle Phan. I'm not even joking.
-I love winter. Enough said.
-South Korea. It seems so fun.
-Studio Ghibli movies portray such an innocent and simple kind of love. I adore it.
-Music. I listen to it when I'm angry. And I'm angry a lot so..
-She's really pretty. I love her simple and clean make up.
-I have pretty long hair right now but I really love Kiko's hair. People tell me I look better with short hair and I kinda agree but I wanna wait to cut it again.
-This girl on lookbook has amazing style. Honestly, I dress a lot like a guy but I like her style.
-I love these wedges. I don't think I can wear them cuz I'm so tall. I'm like 5'7. If I wear them I'll be like 5'9-5'10.

- Simple yet classy bedrooms. I likee.
- I love big houses. Not to big though, huehue =3=
- This sight is just GORGEOUS. Who wouldn't wanna wake up to that?
- I'm a fattie LOL. I picked a big breakfast even though I don't even eat breakfast LOL. I dunno why but my stomach can't handle eating in the morning. I always end up throwing up or something.
- I love this outfit. The model's style is just gorgeous.
- I just feel like Xiumin and I would make great best friends LOL.
- Why? Because I wanna go to an amusement park with my best friend someday. Just have fun. I don't usually like going to places like that but with if it's with a friend I'll make an exception.
- Kris is ruining my bias list. Angular yet slightly soft features. Intense gaze. Big and warm smile. Lean/muscular and tall build. I like those type of guys. I sound super like shallow or whatever but it's just what attracts me to someone.
- I'm a perv, hehehehehe *NO REGRETS*
 

 

*XIUMIN IS THE BEST FRIEND AND KRIS IS THE BOYFRIEND.*
*It says like boyfriend AND best friend on the pictures so I thought people might get confused...*

I love this song so much. I love every Yongguk song. He's slowly turning into my bias.. I'm sorry bb Zelo *sob*.
Anyway, this song is seriously intense. His lyrics are so moving and passionate.